I’m really really sad. I went to get my hair trimmed up today and she didn’t do what I wanted at all. My husband says “don’t worry it will grow back.” I know that in theory it will. I have TTM though. That makes the whole growing thing a whole lot harder. I worked for a year to get any length at all and now it is almost all gone. I’m afraid since I don’t like it at all, that it is going to make it even harder to resist pulling it all out. I had it to the point that I could pull it back into a ponytail for dance class and then wear a scarf over the bangs area. I can’t really do that now. It doesn’t cover the bald spots like it used to. I told her I wanted it to brush just above my shoulders, but it is more like 3 inches above my shoulder. Even if I brush it perfectly straight it hardly brushes above my shoulder.
I really could cry.
I used to feel this way practically everytime I went to the hairdresser, I once even attacked my hair with the scissors myself which didn’t really help. I completely understand, but I suppose you do just get used to it after a bit, I hope its a bit better now! xx