So the good news is that I went the whole weekend without pulling. I don’t know how, because I wasn’t actively resisting. I just didn’t have the temptation really. So I want to know how to make those days happen more often!! I just can not figure out why some days it is so easy, and then some days it is ginormously difficult. Not fair.
The bad news is that today is one of those days that I’m really struggling. I don’t want to spoil the fact that I went 3 days without pulling. I want to be able to make it 4 in a row. But I sit here at my desk between sessions and have caught myself a few times. I can’t wear my winter hat in my office because it is already 100 degrees in here, not to mention, I’d look like an idiot. I can’t figure out what tools I need to put in place to keep from pulling at work. I’m kind of out of ideas.
I’m at three and a half days so far. Only about 12 more hours to go…
Well, I managed to resist most of the day. I pulled only once or twice at work and made it the whole drive home without pulling. Then I sat down to check some email and tried, but just couldn’t help but give in. The good thing was that this bout didn’t last too long, but it was still frustrating to have fought it all day and then given in. Maybe if I can get to bed soon it will make tomorrow just a little easier.
since you have been doing so well lately, does it mean we can go out to dinner and celebrate?
Um, yes, I think that is a very good idea! Check out my newest post to see more reaction to this comment!