Today was sort of backwards. Normally I don’t pull during the drive in the morning because I’m eating breakfast or drinking coffee, or it’s colder so I’m more likely to have glove & hat on. This morning, I couldn’t keep myself from pulling for some reason, but then on the way home didn’t really have a problem at all. Needless to say, I pulled more than I would have liked (well, once is more than I would like). Hopefully the rest of the night goes pull free so that I can keep it to a minimum.
I wish I knew what to do to make those urge-free moments more frequent. I just don’t understand why some days are easy and some days are not. Why was I able to be pull free for months last spring, but now I can’t stop myself once I get started? This disorder makes no sense. It is the most frustrating thing!
